[PDF] Sex in C Major

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  • Sex in C Major
  • Matthew J. Metzger
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  • 17 July 2019
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review Sex in C Major Ñ eBook or Kindle ePUB Stefan's head Daz can stop Stefan’s self destruction but not the fear that fuels itStefan needs to know who he is before he can accept what he is And it's Yannis Daz's aromantic asexual stern and sarcastic partner who has the answer. NEEEEEEEEEEED

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review Sex in C Major Ñ eBook or Kindle ePUB His sexual fantasies as a submissive He needs someone to take control before he loses it completelyDaz can take control He can teach Stefan everything there is to know about sex and submission but for some reason he can't get inside. This was a very dark read Truly disturbing on so many levels but also kind of addictive It s even hard to classify this novel as a romance Very interesting in terms of gender dysphoria sex transition polyamory asexual and aromantic orientationThe book is heavy on the sex and with very extreme BDSM content painful and non con sex humiliation breath play biting to the blood bareback sharing force play and humiliation This seriously tested my limits but I found it eye opening since this is all Stefan s desires and this is his journey to coming to terms with his own sexual needs What really affected my opinion about this book only two stars for a uite complex read is using BDSM as therapy for mental illness and alcohol addiction And a supposedly experienced dom playing extreme BDSM scenes with an unsettled rookie with only a safeword and after 5 minute talk about limits Basically without an aftercare without mentioning about safety state of health permission for barebacking needs and wants Also Daz s sexual stamina was few times uestionable appropriate for paranormal sci fi I m actually sorry for only two star and I ll read another book by this author but this is my honest rating Ship of Magic reason he can't get inside. This was a very dark Firm Abs Flat Stomach In Only 30 Days romance Very interesting in terms of gender dysphoria sex transition polyamory asexual and aromantic orientationThe book is heavy on the sex and with very extreme BDSM content painful and non con sex humiliation breath play biting to the blood bareback sharing force play and humiliation This seriously tested my limits but I found it eye opening since this is all Stefan s desires and this is his journey to coming to terms with his own sexual needs What Vacaciones Fatales 2 Fatal Vacations 2 really affected my opinion about this book only two stars for a uite complex Living the Eternal Way: Spiritual Meaning and Practice for Daily Life : A Spiritual Training Course read is using BDSM as therapy for mental illness and alcohol addiction And a supposedly experienced dom playing extreme BDSM scenes with an unsettled De Lempicka Taschen Basic Art rookie with only a safeword and after 5 minute talk about limits Basically without an aftercare without mentioning about safety state of health permission for barebacking needs and wants Also Daz s sexual stamina was few times uestionable appropriate for paranormal sci fi I m actually sorry for only two star and I ll Solaris Internals: Solaris 10 and OpenSolaris Kernel Architecture read another book by this author but this is my honest SolarisTM Internals Solaris 10 and OpenSolaris Kernel Architecture 2nd Edition Solaris Series rating

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review Sex in C Major Ñ eBook or Kindle ePUB Stefan has fantasiesHe knows chasing those fantasies is only going to end in disaster but he can't seem to stop his self destructive spiral He’s a transgender man struggling to come to terms with the intersection of his identity and. This was a challenge and an eye opener trigger warnings for dub con suicidal ideation Master slave relationship menage open relationships etc The BDSM is central and intense the pain and the growth the intensity of the challenges and risks Stefan faces as a trans guy whose fantasies include pain and non con sex kept me glued to the page Part of the tension for me as a reader here was knowing how horrifically wrong things could have gone for Stefan had he met anyone other than Daz Knowing all the parts of the broken mess that is Stefan that could have been eased by having family and medical care that gave him what he needed instead of rejection and years of denial And knowing that there are trans guys and trans women out there whose lives walk this kind of high risk wireStefan lost all of his family and friends when he came out He buys his hormones illegally with almost all the money he has and has to hope that the stuff he is shooting up is really what it claims He craves being dominated being used non con fantasies and ownership and even then he s aromantic so he doesn t want mushy love in the mix His needs are hard and dark and as someone whose physical transition is in the early stages he can t find men who will treat him as he craves and yet accept him as a gay man And then there s the fact that he gets physical pleasure from his female anatomy even as he hates having it and hates attention paid to it Working through the betrayal of his body and his brain pushes him to the brinkDrunk in a bar he blurts a mix of this out to a tough looking man courting actual rape and in desperation to silence the needs that are driving him crazy By the grace of fate it s Daz whom he finds Daz who likes to dominate who knows about trans guys and who holds to the sane and consensual end of BDSM despite walking the sharp edge in his practices Daz takes a drunk Stefan home partly to keep him safe And although Daz turns out to have a boyfriend at home that guy is asexual and he s okay with Daz meeting other needs elsewhere And so develops a lopsided triangle of a relationship with sex and pain and dominance and need imperfectly balanced among them There s a lot of graphic BDSM sex here as Daz uses Stefan s body in harsh ways that let them discover what Stef needs and wants and can handle and cannot Yannis Daz s asexual aromantic partner has an interest in experimentation and in music that connects with Stefan s one true love his cello but mainly through sex and pain as well There are so many dark and difficult parts to Stef s uest to become the man he knows he should be and most of them are navigated in the arena of BDSM This is not a book where that is tempered by sweetness But because it is so well written I felt compelled along accepting much that is way outside my personal comfort zone as necessary to Stefan Read this book for a deep heartbreaking fascinating and ultimately successful look at a trans guy with an intense need for pain and domination and almost no resources Meet the men who meet those needs in the process balancing ones of their own Not a classic romance but a fitting of three jagged edges together in a shape that is smoother and functional than any of these guys alone I felt a lot and learned a lot as I shared Stefan s journey